- Mom: So are you ready for school tomorrow?
- Me: What? I don't start tomorrow. I start Wednesday.
- Mom: What are you talking about?
- Me: September 1st is when I start, Mom.
- Mom: No. Stop being silly. I'm waking you up at six tomorrow.
- Me: Why? The train doesn't leave until eleven.
- Mom: What train? Stop being ridiculous. You're scaring me. Now did you get all your supplies?
- Me: No. I have almost everything, but I still need my owl. Will you pick it up for me?
- Mom: Cindy, I'm serious. Quit.
- Me: Mom. I'm scared.
- Mom: Oh, honey! Why?
- Me: .... What if they put me in Slytherin?
- Mom: GO TO YOUR ROOM.
- YESS hahahah thanks kendra. this is beautiful.
is going pretty well so far. telling my parents goodbye was hard but now i have my room pretty much all set up how i want it and ive been getting to know my roomate and hanging out with drew and some good friends up here so its definitely looking like it will be a pretty good year :) going to figure out all of classes tomorrow because on monday i have my first day of college classes!! AH. so thats all i really have to say right now.
wow. tomorrow night at this time i have no idea what i will be doing but i do know that i will be at Northern Arizona University. i feel way too young to be going off to college but i also feel way too old to go to high school and i know that i cant just hang out in the middle so off to college i go. all throughout my last day here i felt many different emotions. i, of course have felt sad because i know that i am no longer going to live at home with my family full time ever again. that feels so strange. i really dont like growing up. so packing up all of my things and stuff has kinda been bumming me out but…idk its also excited as well. i know that this is what im supposed to do. i need to go to college and a part of me definitely does want to go. i really want to work hard and do well and i feel like being on my own will really help me learn how to manage my time wisely and become a much more grown up and mature person. what it all comes down to is simply - i love my family and i am REALLY going to miss them. i already miss maria since shes all the way in missouri being a fashionista. but up to now i have only had to miss maria because i have been home with the rest of my family. now i have to miss all of them :( tomorrow im going to start off the day by waking up early to tell ivey goodbye which will be hard…she just started high school and it really bugs me that i cant be here for her all the time while she goes through her freshman year. plus i really like hanging out with her and im really gonna miss that. so thats my first goodbye. then i have to pack up the highlander with allll my stuff and then tell my baby puppy goodbye…ahhhhh. i feel so sad to leave carolina. shes the cutest little thing and i just really dont want her to forget me or something. im really going to miss how whenever i walk into the door she would run and jump on me, and lick/scratch me all over. who else is going to give me that kind of greeting? :/ and then my parents and i will drive 2 hours (only 2 hours so thats completely awesome, im away but im not too far) and get to my dorm room and get stuff situated and then go out for lunch and then i guess not long after that i will have to do the hardest goodbyes…ugh my eyes are tearing up now. ugh why must i be so emotional…? i really hope i dont totally just lose it and burst into tears..but idk how it will go. i know that college is going to be fun. im just nervous for the move in and the goodbyes. i hate goodbyes. i know im going to have a great time and im excited but right now…im really looking forward to my 1st visit home :) well thats enough rambling. time to sleep. peace out scottsdale.
im really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really gonna miss my mom.
- wiser words were never spoken
i have today and tomorrow to pack up all the things i need for college.
yikes! in less than a week i will have experienced my first day of college classes.
i feel really old..